I AM SCARED!!!

I wrote in a comment to "Winny Ninny Poo Poo" that I was scared... and you know what I AM!! DEATHLY!!! I have no idea what is in store for me until after the 2nd MRI on the begining of March. I don't know about treatment, NADA!!! I'VE BEEN LEFT OUT IN THE DARK ON MY OWN HEALTH ISSUE!!! I AM SORRY BUT I FIND SOMETHING SEVERLY WRONG WITH THAT!!! Although I do understand the doctors point of view, not worth knowing until we know whats wrong.... BUT STILL!!! Im freaking out more NOT KNOWING that if I had some inclination as to what might be in store.... I don't know, im just rambling now....

Ah Maybe a Diagnosis???

Well I know it has been a long time since I have done this,it hasn't been fun being me lately. constant pain, all day or most of the day... YAY!!!

I finally had an MRI done on December 22nd 2009. Just this past week I got the results... an enlarged Pituitary Gland. I don't know yet if its a tumor, a growth, or just a large gland. I will find out in March, as I have to go for another MRI.

I hope to GOD this is the answer I have been looking forward to!! Something to cause my pain, instead of the doctors saying "I don't know whats wrong with you". I know that sounds sick, but I hope this can all be managed. I'm ready for whatever needs to be done; surgery, chemo, WHATEVER!!!

!!!!!KEEPING MY FINGERS CROSSED!!!!