I AM SCARED!!!

I wrote in a comment to "Winny Ninny Poo Poo" that I was scared... and you know what I AM!! DEATHLY!!! I have no idea what is in store for me until after the 2nd MRI on the begining of March. I don't know about treatment, NADA!!! I'VE BEEN LEFT OUT IN THE DARK ON MY OWN HEALTH ISSUE!!! I AM SORRY BUT I FIND SOMETHING SEVERLY WRONG WITH THAT!!! Although I do understand the doctors point of view, not worth knowing until we know whats wrong.... BUT STILL!!! Im freaking out more NOT KNOWING that if I had some inclination as to what might be in store.... I don't know, im just rambling now....